#139 Different

Hello World,
Gems is totally a suffering to me, I choose the wrong one I guess. I just hope for a pass, MCQ is all about how lucky are you, guessing the correct answer? I thought there will be teamwork going on, but sadly the tables were seperated. Thus we can’t perform any teamwork just now. But well, it’s over. Friday there will be another one, Major exam.

If you realise that I am ignoring your calls, not because I did not hear that, It’s because I pretend not to hear and see. Even I saw that you are calling but I pretended not to see and put it back into my bag. You should know why, I hate you to the core. Even talking to you make me feel disgusted.

People think differently, and this shows that we are not the same. It’s on how we rank the things, maybe we rank it differently. What’s important to you may not be the first priority for me. Maybe we may look at the situation now and then say it. Sometimes it will feel offended if you know.

Well, what I could do right now, is just follow what I am suppose to do.

Life is not that easy, I realise it long ago. Sometimes we just need to take a step back and then look. See what’s in front first before we start walking. If not you won’t realise the obstacle in front, and maybe you will just trip and fall badly.

I don’t wish to fall, so I’m trying to becareful on everything I do.
But sometimes I just feel, it’s just not me. Not the Ho Yi Ling, me myself know.

bye guys
xoxo

#138 Pretend

Sometimes what you need is to be chill & relax for awhile so that you will know that your mind are clear and things you learn will just go in through your mind.

Hello World,
feeling damn pathetic right now, studying my gems. The feeling is really OMFG. I really don’t understand, what you gonna do is just read, read and read to let it go into your mind. But well, I still at chapter 1, 8more to go. MCQ will be difficult, section B will be easy. Hopefully everything will be fine tomorrow. Remember teamwork ok?? (laughs)

I passed my MIP & A&PC quiz. Wooohoo.
But it’s just 2.5%, don’t know why, real exam I will die until cham cham.
(sighs)

I really hate someone in my class. She is more slut than a real slut. So what can you say. I don’t even want to use this word “slut” which is delicated for my beloved jiali. If you think you are that smart, I am telling you, you are not. You are not pretty, obviously. Not even cute and your ugly copy cat hairstyle make me wanna change my own bangs. Omfg. you are really “Cannot make it”. Stop being pathetic, you are just not yet out-casted. My other classmates are just too good to let you in their company. Don’t take them from granted.

When you thought everything going to be fine, but there’s always some “accident” anywhere to stop you from moving. No I should look forward, I thinking that everything is getting better and I should not ask for anymore. It’s too over, I should know.

I want to eat CNY snacks :C, but my mother not yet buy. So I can’t eat.
Sad.

Pretending
bye guys
xoxo

#137 Shock.

Hello World,
I am not done with my shopping, just bought one short only from Cotton On. Well, maybe see when got time I got to go shop again (Y) Today went to school to meet my class personal tutor and also 7 classmates to have a bonding session as he wants to know more about us. I having damn lots of laughter. MIP test is totally OMFG, don’t really know can pass anot. Anyway, I did my best, it’s only 2.5%.

Went shopping with jiali, qinghui, jon & jj.
Did not really shop, can’t find any.

I have no mood to study :C
but sam says it’s a bad habit to “ling shi bao buddha’s leg” but sometimes you just can’t resist the temptation to do that. I understand, cause I am always like that. Studying at the last minute will cause your brain to burst, but study before hand, it will stay at your ROM (Don’t know what is that, but he say one)

I need to study.
& It’s the omfg gems exam on Wednesday and I don’t even understand any of the chapter. Goodluck to myself, I can’t fail.

Shock.
bye guys.
xoxo.

#136 Stress period.

Hello World,
Some maybe asking why am I still online/blogging/fbing/videoing at this point of time whereby I should be studying my “material in practice”. Okay, one thing is that, I am totally tired right now. I think I have inhale the sleeping drugs which makes me so sleepy.

I am still stuck at the same page, same chapter for like so long ago.
OMFG. shit myself.

3 tests next week, and tomorrow there’s one. (nb) I still went to winter league today, should be studying at home. Argh, I now really think that I am really really slack type. Reached home at 9plus, by everything done it is 10pm like what JJ said. (sighs)

Dinner at KFC again, the super “qiao” thing is that, there are 3 guys who I don’t know sitting beside me. &&& you know what, they sat beside me when I was at amk mos burger a few weeks ago. They are those act ahbengs, I noticed him by the green earpiece. (oops) The thing is that, I still remember.

Well I have nice chat with my fbt buddy (Renee).
Now I thinking that I’m lucky and clever to get out from his life. It’s going to be a year, god bless me. Thank you. &&& I finally know why, I hate him so much after that. Alot of problems and etc etc.
But well, everything stays as memories.

Study liao, & my blister expanded.
bye people.
XOXO

#135 Clothes!

Hello people,
Shopping is the best thing for ladies, but it’s damn tiring walking rounds and rounds and you bought nothing much. Well, today is the girls’ shopping day, with my beloved slutfriend & hongna. Went to Ikea right after school, the food there is OMFG nice. (Y) go again next time okokok?

The meatballs, the sauce, the Chicken Wings, the pasta and the free-flow of drink.

Running in the rain from busstop to busstop, hoodie on. “Chiong ar”. The sun was out and we walked ASAP to the Mrt Station. Trained to Bugis to start shopping. Well, I just bought 1 flower top and one new nail polish. (HEHE) I just realise I have 5 faceshop nail polish already, am I trying to make a collection for my nails?

One top is seriously not enough for my Chinese New Year la, omgomg. && I just really really realise that next week is cny already. It’s like super fast lo, time really moves fast this time round. I make sure I buy finish my clothes on monday and tuesday. Go shopping ok, and please somewhere nearer. Maybe Woodlands & I want to buy my flower short!

It’s a fashion emergency.
I need clothes clothes and still clothes.

Tomorrow I going to meet my friends in the zoo. Those beloved lions, they missed me. Doing CIP in the zoo, predicting it will be a damn hot day. I going to wear shorts, who cares. I really need to clean up my room already, cause the cip- paper is lost and also my admission card. :C

Study Study Study! Chiong ar.
bye guys.
xoxo

#134 Believe?

Hello World,
I am feeling damn damn damn tired right now, those who talk to me last night, I am sorry I felt asleep. Later have one last presentation and then left with quizes till the exams starts. I am waiting for friday to come!

Desperate to buy clothes seriously.
CNY coming, but I haven’t buy any clothes yet. Not lazy to buy is that I am too busy :C

I am addicted to this show “学习之神”. The guy in that show is (Y)(Y)(Y).
This show teaches us how to study perfectly for exams. But the sad thing is that I not as hardworking as them. It’s really nice la, recommaned by amanda.

My Beloved drops from my bed when I fall asleep, sorry iphone.
I now aim to study hard and earn lots and lots of money. Money takes the lead now.

“All love that has not friendship for its base, is like a mansion built upon the sand”-
Ella Wheeler Wilcox
It will not last, I experience it before.

bye people.
xoxo

#133

I am feeling damn fucked up right now, really.
I am being irritated by that old, immature bastard.

Tell me that’s a home, where by I think it isn’t one.

#132 Not Over

Hello World,
Finally end with 2 presentation and 1 test, now what left are 2 more important presentation. Argh, kind of sick with these forever presentation and studies life. But well, I need to carry on of course. But now please let me chill & relax, if not I am going to break down huh.

I having terrible headache now, I think I am going to be sick soon.
(N)(N)

I realise that someone character will react on how the people will treat them. So if the person is treating you as a friend and always hold on to what it takes to stay by your side, take it and change it before the friend just leave you. Don’t take things from granted.

“If we don’t change, we don’t grow. If we don’t grow, we aren’t really living.”-
Gail Sheehy
But sometimes, humans change too fast & you just don’t like it.

Ask you all a question if you went fishing, what will you use to bait the fish?
1. Throw in a net
2. Throw in alot of fishing rods with bait at differnt side of the boat
3. Throw in one fishing rod without a bait.
So what is your answer? Answer it by commenting.

Not over yet.
Bye guys
xoxo

#131 Suay-ness

Hello people,
Early the morning I am feeling so wtf. I have enough sleep, but seems not enough. I went to toilet to brush teeth, the pipes suddenly burst and results in flooding (both toilet pipes are burst due to me) The worst thing is that if something suay happen, I will be always me.

(sighs) why like this (N)

I feeling the suay-ness in me already, it ruin my morning and it will ruin my day. Later having my Onow presentation, hopefully everything is going to be fine. You guys should know, I love onow right. That the best subject la, stress-free. So many things packing up this week, I awaiting for friday C:

Clothes here I come (Y)
I proud to say that I did save my money to return my mother for my beloved iphone.
Saving money in progress ok?

“Gravitation is not responsible for people falling in love.”-
Albert Einstein
Sounds so cool because of the word falling. (laughs)

Anyway, Happy Birthday Jeannette.

Reflections.
bye guys.
xoxo

#130 Flicker-minded

Hello people,
Feeling super tired right now, after training at sengkang.

Yesterday, scimmages with SMU & CHUCKIES. Saw alot of my winter league teammates, so nice to see them there even on saturday. Quite fun and intense. Went to xg’s chalet, I did not bring anything to study even I brought there I won’t be able to concentrate. It’s totally fun and I laughed alot. Well, people got drunk again. I was like so shiok sleeping down there C:

But I still love my bed.

Thank you hweesiang for the encouragement, it really help me alot as I suddenly break down. You make me laugh and boost up my confidence. Thank you! C:

“It takes a second to notice someone, an hour to like someone, a day to fall in love with someone, and a life time to forget them.”-
Brittney Shea
So, I will need to face it.

Abit of steps,
bye guys.
xoxo